FEAR 

Feel, feel the walls come closing in.
If I said I was fine, would you all leave me alone?

Say, go on and say what’s on your mind:
It may not be the best time for me to be on my own.

I’ve been watching from the sidelines thinking
how I can belong to everyone but no one else.
If failure is a feeling and I feel like I’m a failure on my own…

Fear, fear what’s on the other side.
Come up with a million excuses to say goodnight.
Then, I’ll fall off into oblivion and all my friends will have better lives.

But I know that’s not the case,
I’m just telling these things to myself 
To make my life a little bit harder
And if I could silence the voices in my head,
I could sleep better.