ACTUAL FEELINGS - EP
01 Actual Feelings
02 Antelope
03 Vices
04 Fumbling
(released May 20th, 2018) LISTEN HERE
ACTUAL FEELINGS
I don’t start my sentences without a doubt
and I can’t feel my left arm.
It’s pinned inside the threshold reaching for everything I want and need.
And you could do anything.
Fly to the moon.
I’ve found another way to be alone:
Put inherent trust in everyone.
While yet another round ignites inside my head.
It’s like they don’t sleep…
Frozen by what I’ve done, what I could have said.
This vicious circle never ends.
And you could do anything.
Fly to the moon.
ANTELOPE
I fought amongst myself all day long,
and now I’m tired. Can you please take me home?
I thought that I would be alone,
but they’re still waiting back for me at home.
All equal parts,
The good and the bad.
They keep me safe, they make me mad.
And if I let them get the best of me,
they sure will be the death of me.
I’ll dump them all outside to put them back together in my mind.
It’s where they hide.
I don’t know why they haunt me like a ghost.
VICES
I’ve been gone so long.
Thought you wouldn’t notice.
I’ve been far away, it takes me back again…
I’ve been here before.
Since you opened up the door,
I thought I’d fly away, but I’m clipped, stuck on the floor.
But I can’t think of anything I’d rather do.
And I can’t think of anywhere I’d rather be than right here with you
Cause I don’t know what I would do without you.
Cause I don’t know what I would do without you, oh no.
Strap in and grab ahold of everyone you know.
I’m spinning once a gain inside these lofty goals.
Since time will never stop, I’ll sink until I swim.
This cycle never ends until we begin again.
But I can’t think of anything I’d rather do.
And I can’t think of anywhere I’d rather be than right here with you
Cause I don’t know what I would do without you.
Cause I don’t know what I would do without you, oh no.
FUMBLING
When you say you need me,
why do you lie?
When you say you love me,
why do you lie to my face?
Oh, I don’t know what it is you want from me.
Am I too late?
When you say your proud of me,
I don’t know how to act
When you run your mouth to me,
I’ve already reacted to you
I don’t of anyone quite like you
No, I won’t find anyone like you.
Like you…